Dear Viceroy,
I do still love you.
But this is really too tough for me.
I really cannot go through with this much longer.
Deep down inside, I know you are bad for me. (but yet, i still love you)
But it is irrational for us to be together.
We can't go on like this forever. (Cos if we do, i may one day disappear from the face of this earth because of you.)
Don't take this the wrong way, there is no 3rd party.
The happiness that you've brought me is irreplaceable.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you.
I will miss you dearly.
Sincerely,
.Me.
soon...soon...i will.